Episode 3

[Lydia Tavera]

LYDIA HAS A GUN [MACHINE GUN IN FACT]

I survived my first nomination! It was the one of the best feelings ever. And it was even more sweeter because the vote was not even close. It's nice to know that I have some support.

The HoH challenge was a blast. It was fun teaming up against Jeff and then seeing him get his own health reduced in half was priceless. I guess he wasn't destined to get HoH EVERY time. LOL. Attacking him with my MACHINE GUN was just amazing and a good stress reliever. I don't feel bad at all. He attacked me first, so I guess now that Alex is gone, I am his number one target. Don't I feel special? I must be famous now. Bring on the cameras! *Lydia strikes a pose* Hollywood here I come.

This is what he said to me during the HoH challenge...

Jeff: "No personal feelings babe, you're a great person just feel you're not with me. I only put you up to secure Alex left though. I know I won't win this so it may all sound like petty bullshit but I wouldn't nominate you again if I were to win."

First off Jeff, DONT call me babe you psychotic creeper. I am FAR from being your babe. Trust me. And secondly... you are so FULL OF SHIT! Yes it does look like petty bullshit because IT IS! You have been moping around telling me I betrayed you because I lied to you about how I was voting BUT you put me up after we made a deal and now your telling me you won't put me up even after you targeted me in the HoH challenge? Your such a hypocrite.


RENNY WON HOH! I am just so excited it is not Jeff, I would have been happy really if it was anybody. I feel semi safe with Renny because hopefully she will go after Jeff like she said. If that happens I may have a week off of being nominated. Though I don't mind anymore, once you are already nominated, it not a big deal. So atleast I got the nomination jitters out of the way so Im not a paraniod mess like some... *cough* *James* *cough*

James completely freaked out on Holly and myself during the HoH though he kinda forgave me for going after him. He didn't like the fact that us two and Jase were attacking him. I guess he and Holly got really into it and on top of some other rumors Holly quit the game. Which blows for me. I just lost a main ally. I understand her reasoning to quit but I would never quit myself. I am far from a quiter. I never give up no matter what the circumstances. I have worked my butt off in this game and I am not going to throw that away because something doesn't go my way. I expected more from Holly. I will miss her though <3.

[Lydia Tavera]

NOMINATIONS, VETO, AND SECRET MISSION

I have been gone for only one day and this house has turned into a cluster fuck already. Everything that I thought would happen… didn’t. It’s obvious that Renny and Jeff have a deal going on and/or they are sleeping together. Either way, it was apparent they did since she did not nominate him for eviction. Oh well, she will find out sooner or later Jeff’s word is worth crap. I am just disappointed because out of all the houseguests, I thought Renny would have some balls to nominate Jeff.

Instead she nominates Roddy and Jordan. Enter the drama. Then Jeff wins his fourth challenge and saves his pet Roddy… surprise of the century. More drama. THEN Renny replaces him with Russell. Even more drama. And then on top of that, Jase and Crazy James get into a ridiculous argument on whose dick is smaller. When I have to, I will side with Jase because out of the houseguest left, he is one of few who can hold a decent conversation and can think for himself [when he is not high though]. Crazy James acts like he is high all the time and I have no idea what that crazy fuck is thinking at all.

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So in order to save Russell or help myself advance in the game, I had to complete a secret mission because I survived the last eviction. There are three powers lurking around and I had to flirt with Jeff [chosen by the viewers] in order to obtain one of those. I think I could have passed if it was anybody else chosen in the house…wait no in the world. Jeff is impossible to talk to, let along FLIRT. I never want to experience that again. Thankfully he blocked me so I don’t have to speak to him the rest of the game hopefully.

SECRET MISSION Conversation with Jeff:

Lydia: Hey Jeff
Jeff: Hi
Lydia: How are you doing adorable?
Jeff: Adorable?
Lydia: What? Sorry i am in a weird mood i was drinking all weekend at a friends party
Lydia: and I think i am over tired haha
Jeff: you should go to bed
Lydia: But I am soooooo behind I need to catch up and im in a flirting mood. haha
Lydia: But I am NOT horny I swear
Jeff: Wasn't I called out for cybering?
Lydia: You can flirt and still not be a creep. No big daddy or spanking talk I mean. Just harmless talking. lol
Lydia: I had alot of vodka this weekend.
Jeff: This is weird I am blocking you, why are you using words like "big daddy"

So just like I thought, Jeff is a boring loser. When you actually want the creeper to be creepy, he doesn't deliver. Figures. I guess he most likely caught on that something was up because there would be NO WAY IN HELL I would ever flirt with that bastard even if I was drunk out of my mind. I have standards. They are low, but not Jeff low.

[Lydia Tavera]

EVICTION NIGHT

PMing Jase about the vote and James

Me to Jase
"Hey hun. Im sorry about Crazy James and the drama that you are putting up with. Know that I am on your side! <3

Who are you planning on voting out? It sucks because I like both Russell and Jordan. Hopefully we can win HoH tonight."


Jase to Me
"Yea it blows but w/e he can waste his time. Thanks a lot <3333

As far as the vote I evicted Russ. For a few reasons....

1 is that it benefits James XD.

2 is that Russ made up sum lie about Jeff making a deal involving me and he tried getting me pissed off at people so I'd keep him and I don't like that.

3, thats what I hear most of the thers r ding. The only one I heard that is keeping Russ is James.

4, Renny wants Russ out so Ima respect her wishes since she kept me safe.

Thats about it XDXDXD And I sure as hell hope we can finally get an HOH <33"

So it looks like Russell will be leaving for sure. I am not sure what do though about the vote still. I should give him a vote just because we are close but that will probably alienate myself from the group. I am already being targeted by Jeff, I don't want the whole house on my ass. Russell may only have like two votes to keep him so my vote will not do anything. I feel bad though because Russ has been there for me when I was nominated, and I don't have the power right now to return the favor.