Post by Lydia Tavera on Oct 27, 2009 15:34:47 GMT -5
CHELSBOT'S FUED
Russell is gone and Holly quit. I lost two of the my closest people in the house last week back to back. Not looking so good for Lydia folks. But I REFUSE to give up. If you start pushing me I will not bend nor break... I will push back.
Going into HoH I was praying that either myself, my clique [especially Jordan], Jase or Chiara would get HoH. It was nerve wracking the whole competition especially when my group lost and Jeff's was still in it. However Jordan and Jase was giving him a run for his money and were tied till the end. I was happily suprised that they both have some fight in them. When it got to the tiebreaker I swear my heart was beating so hard it could have exploded.
THEN JASE WON HoH!!!! <333 My next door neighbors probably thought I just went crazy because I was screaming so loudly.
Conversation with Jase after HoH
Lydia: I was shacking because I was so nervous. I am SOOOO happy for you!!!!
Jase: lolololol
Jase: thx dear <#3
Jase: i was too
Lydia: And I will work my BUTT of to make sure your nominations stay the same
Lydia: Are you going after James?
Jase: tyy
Jase: most likely
Jase: idk like
Jase: who to put against him tho
Lydia: Who is his biggest ally? Because if you were to put him up with his friend.
Lydia: and his friend wins veto....they would save themselves and leave james on the block
Jase: yeea exactly
Jase: idk who that is tho
Lydia: Well I am not close to him LOL, not after mine and his fight when he attacked me for attacking him in the HoH challenge. But I would say ummmm gosh idk.... monica? is he with Jeff because they are in the same clique? idk lol. i try not to think about james.
Jase: hahaha
Jase": ohhh
Jase: btw
Lydia: But whatever you decide i will be behind you and make sure you dont let people make you decide.
Jase: ive been hearing things
Lydia: about what?
Jase: like i kno u and chi r close n stuff but like was there nething between u chi james n russell??
Lydia: I was with Chiara. Because she/Holly/myself had an alliance. I was just friends with russell. I in no way was connected with James.
Lydia: I dont like him.
Jase: ohhh
Lydia: Russell may have had something with James, but he never told me nor did I want anything to do with James after he attacked me
Lydia: I didnt even like him before that.
Jase: i seee
Jase: like dun worry im not thnking about putting u up
Jase: i jut want stuff cleared up
Lydia: Of course. If you have any questions ask me right away.
Jase: like i want james out so idk who would be safest against him
Lydia: And thanks for not putting me up. If I win HoH you and Chiara are on my top list to be saved.
Lydia: Hmmmm. Who is well liked?
Jase: <333
Jase: well like would u be mad if chiara went up??
Jase: cuz i feel like ur the most liked and i dun wanna risk u
Jase: so shes my next choice
Lydia: If Chiara went up I think she would be safe. Unless James gets ALOT of pull.
Lydia: and I AM FAR from being most liked
Jase: ok
Jase: well i find u rlly likeable lol
Lydia: thanks! <3
Lydia: Thanks for not using me as a pawn.... who else besides chiara would you consider?
Jase: ummm
Jase: kevin becase he aint a threat
Jase: and people like him
Lydia: Actually Kevin might be a better choice. Jeff might go after Chiara, because like me, he is still mad about Week 1.
Jase: yeea
Lydia: I have head no bad things about Kevin.
Lydia: So Kevin or Chiara would be the best choice
Jase: yea
Jase: thats wut im thinking
Lydia: Ok, and just so you know Jeff will prob tell you to nominate me. lol. But im thinking James/Kevin is the best choice, and if Kevin goes down nominate Chiara. Buts its your choice. You won HoH....you stud
Jase: lolol
Jase: yea uve been mentioned
Jase: but i dun want u up
Lydia: By Jeff?
Jase: yea it aint rocket science lol
Lydia: Yeah just think though if Jeff wins HoH he will come after me, and you will be safe. So just think of it like that lol
Jase: i do lol
Lydia: I am his #1 target
Jase: he said u might save chiara tho
Jase: yeaa i think so
Jase: theres too much to tihnk about
Lydia: NO! I wouldnt save her because i know she is a pawn. I promise and I give my word to you if that who you want nominated. I will keep your nominations the same.
Lydia: Cross my heart.
Jase: i believe u
Jase: and ur safe
Jase: despite wat neone else says
Jase: cuz im not gonna be like OH NO LYDIA AINT GOING UP
Lydia: Thanks! Jeff is a manipulater. When he doesnt win stuff, he bullys people. Thats what he did to me when he found out i wasnt voting out renny.
Lydia: I know.... I beleive you too and thanks.
Lydia: Thanks for looking past their BS.
Lydia: Jeff doesnt have power again, and he will say anything to make up for it.
Jase: np miss
Jase: yeeea
Jase: i get what u mean
Lydia: And you know that if I stay, I will gun for Jeff, who is a major threat to everyone
Jase: i got ma girls <333
Lydia: Yep! <3 I wish Holly was here tooo
Jase: saaaames
Jase: i loved dat girl to pieces lol
Jase" : whyd she have to go an quit?
Jase: thats another reason i hate james
Lydia: Some of it was due to James
Lydia: Yep, haha
Jase: mmhmm
Jase: hes a dbag
I <3 him. Jase is one of the few people who can see through people's bullshit in this game. Since of course I am Jeff's #1 target, Jeff made some lie up that me/Chiara/Russell/James had an alliance going? Nice Jeff. There is no way I would align myself with James, especially when I took Jase's side during their arguement. Luckily Jase knows that as long as I am in this game, Jeff will not target him buying him more weeks in the game probably. He told me that I will not be going up and I hope he sticks to his word. He hasn't done me wrong yet. Hopefully I might get a break this week.
Conversation with Jeff
Jeff: Lydia you there?
Lydia: Yeah I am. Just studying for a test.
Jeff: Sorry about yesterday
Lydia: I should apologize. I didnt know you would get angry.
Lydia: I was just really tired and in a weird mood.
Jeff: You sure that's what is was?
Lydia: Im pretty sure. I was drinking all weekend and drove all day Sunday.
Jeff: I don't think that's why you did it but that's fine you can tell me that lol
Lydia: Alright? You can ask anybody. I was gone for my sisters bday and was exhausted.
Jeff: I know but I think there's more to it.
Lydia: Ok? I dont like you like that haha, I was just trying to have fun. But I apologize.
Jeff: No I never said you like me like that.
Jeff: It's cool I think I know why you had to do it.
Lydia: Ok. lol. I really dont want to talk about it anymore. I said alot of weird stuff to people that I wouldnt if I had a clear head.
Jeff: Ok...
As I suspected, Jeff thought something was up. He most likely got a secret mission like that when he spoke to Renny in the first week in that conversation she posted on the board. Either that or he really is a pervert.... or both. Who knows. All I know is that there are three secret powers lurking out there and Jeff could very well have one of them. Its good that he is after me! ^_^. Am I scared? Abosolutly not. I have tried to get some common ground but he is impossible to reason with. Though I must admit its not sincere when I ever do talk to him, I really have to bite my tongue when he speaks. I am not going to pop off at him, not yet, he most likely wants that to happen. And there is no way in hell I will give that him what he wants.