Episode 6

[Lydia Tavera]

QUITING = LAME

I had soooo many things I wanted to say in this confessional, but I am sooo irate right now I can't even think straight and my mind has gone blank. GRRRRR!!!! How in the heck am I suppose to strategize in this game when the people who are supposed to have my back QUIT THE GAME?! I am so sick even thinking about it right now.

Even when Jordan and Jeff went off on eachother about... heck I really don't know what the fuck it was about. Jordan was calling Jeff out, Jeff was calling Jordan out... both saying eachother are liars. NO DUH! If you think you are going to play this game without lying, then you are lying to yourself. Everyone fucking lies. GET OVER IT! I am just so pissed off I could care less about their problems. All that is on my mind right now is winning this HoH just so I can release some stress. I just want to have some contol over this cluster fuck house.

On a happy note though. Lydia has made the jury! Now I just have to find a way to make it to the finals. Though whenever I kinda have things figured out, people do dumb shit and everything goes out the window. I am just going to take every day as it goes because everything can change in a blink of an eye.

[Lydia Tavera]

Triskaidekaphobia - WTF?

I knew this game would be educational. I learn something new each day in the BB Warzone house. For example during the HoH challenge I got to create the word: Triskaidekaphobia. Never in my life have I ever heard this word but according to the dictionary it means "fear or a phobia concerning the number 13". I guess they can make up any word for any fears out there. We do live in America god dam it.

Finding all the letters in the picture was not a problem for me. It was creating the words. Thats where my problem occured. I swear after looking at all those letters it seemed like I was looking at some symbols from ancient Egypt. And whenever I would have a really good long word, I would always be missing a letter. But I picked four big words that looked fancy but I had alot of extra letters left over so that kinda worries me alittle.

I just pray that either myself, Jeff, Jordan or maybe Roddy wins HoH. Which is possible because Chima, James or Monica don't seem like people who use big words often in thier vocabulary and besides they have been sucking at the challenges. I doubt Chima will even send hers in. It doesn't seem like this will be Kevin's challenge unless he knows alot of big fish words. I am alittle skepital about Renny winning. She didn't nominate me when she was HoH while people were telling her to put me up as a replacement but I don't have a clue whats going through that woman's brain now.

[Lydia Tavera]

Conversation with Roddy [After HoH Win]

Roddy: so I cant believe we are at final 9 now
Lydia: I know. Its really insane. Congrats on final 8!
Roddy: thanks!
Roddy: and umm
Roddy: well keep this quiet, like dont tell anyone, but I think its safe for you to assume that you have made final 8 as well.
Lydia: I wont breathe it. But I really apperciate, and you know if I get HoH you are safe. Your the only left in the house that has really been my friend and has been there for me when I was nominated. Thanks so much <3
Roddy: well I am glad to still have you around . I know that there is a lot of drama that goes on in the house, but its nice to have someone usually sitting on the sidelines with me. lmao
Roddy: watching it all play out
Lydia: I know! I try to stay away even though pple are gunning for me.
Lydia: Which works good for you, because as long as I am in the house, they will focus on me. haha. I really hope you make it far, hopefully I will be there with you <3
Roddy: well I think it works pretty nicely that the seasons biggest challenge hog (Jeff) can't nominate you, and I don't think he would nominate me,
Roddy: at least not for a while
Lydia: No I think he is after Jordan right now since he cant go after me. Those two had a major call out.
Lydia: People like to air their dirty laundrey lol
Roddy: yeah that was a pretty funny fight to read
Roddy: I had never seen OOPS2YOU before
Roddy: but I love it
Lydia: ME EITHER! it was so random and yes I laughed to. After reading some of it I kinda forgot what the fight was about.
Lydia: And I think they did too. haha
Roddy: Yeah it went on for quite a while
Roddy: It was nice to have something to focus on other than Jase quitting though
Lydia: Uh, i hope that people are done quitting. Chelsbot has put alot of work into this and pple just quitting is a slap in her face basically.
Roddy: yeah thats how I see it as well
Roddy: like, we are at jury and we have only truly evicted three people
Lydia: I know. Half the people who are gone left because Chiara kinda basically gave up.
Roddy: yeah its funny because early on I thought Chiara would be a major player for sure
Roddy: but then she kinda faded
Lydia: Yeah. She was a friend so it kinda hurt seeing her go down like that but i guess the game goes on.
Lydia: How are you doing with the nominations? You dont have to tell me lol but i was just wondering if you got a plan or something.
Roddy: ummm, well I kinda have an idea, but not a plan yet
Roddy: basically I want to break another division up
Roddy: because they mean a lot now
Roddy: and I think the remaining divisions are: You/Jeff, Chima/Me, Monica/James, Ren/Kev
Lydia: Correct because Jase and Jordan were together.
Lydia: But your right about that because I have no clue when they will break up.
Lydia: Could be next week or like the final 6 like you said.
Lydia: or final 5
Roddy: yeah, and if they are still around at final 6 or final 5, an individual vote means a huge deal
Lydia: Yeah and the veto will be big too. Plus fewer pple to nominate. Eek this could get ugly.
Roddy: yeah I think even this week I will end up pissing people off, and I still have some room to maneuver
Lydia: Yeah it gets harder every week. But any decision you make I will back up and try to win veto lol
Roddy: cool, thanks




So Roddy is the top dog this week. I am actually very pleased with the outcome even though I would have loved for Jordan to win HoH because then I would have been 100 percent safe. Roddy told me that he probably will not nominate me and I beleive him to an extent. I do think he wants me around because him and I have very good conversations and we share alot of ideas in the game. However, I am worried that other people will sway his decision and I might see the nomination chair this week. Let's hope that he will be a big boy and make his own decisions for himself. Because taking me out will not really help his game, but probably hinder it. Because if I win HoH, his key would be one of the keys pulled first because I don't want him to leave this game. This game is getting down to the wire and you will need people who will have your back, not just hiding behind it.

[Lydia Tavera]

SECRET PLAN FOR VETO PRIZES
[YOU WONT GUESS WHO IS WORKING TOGETHER]

Conversation with Roddy

Roddy: hey, just checking if you are invis, because I am . If not, message me when you get this. Its a good thing so no stress.
Lydia: Present though i forgot i was invsible. i just signed on like 2 minutes ago. Whats up?
Roddy: have you seen the veto competition yet?
Lydia: Just read through it. Alot of reading lol
Lydia: Got a game plan? I think it would be good if we worked together.
Roddy: yeah, I do... I think I have a pretty good one actually
Roddy: but one thing about it is it requires collaberation of more than 2
Roddy: so, I have to ask you, would you be willing to work with Jeff and Jordan on this? It is not in a major capacity, but I think it is a pretty good plan if that isnt a problem.
Lydia: Yeah me and Jordan are cool plus Jeff is my partner.
Roddy: ok cool, well I am gonna have to talk to Jordan about this, but Jeff I have already talked to
Roddy: Anyways, the thing that I can guarentee you 100% is that you, Jeff and Jordan have no reason to want veto at all this week
Roddy: because as an HoH, you need to have 4 people to pick from as potential nominees, and you and Jordan are not among them
Roddy: and Jeff
Roddy: but those benefits are pretty nice
Lydia: Yeah they are. They could really change the game. Though Im scared if they get in the wrong hands.
Lydia: Who dont you want to win veto this week? Is Monica your target?
Roddy: to be honest I would like Monica to leave, but I am reall just trying to break up one of the other two divisions
Roddy: yeah I was thinking about the problems of the wrong people getting those powers too
Roddy: so, what I think we should do, is one of us bids 100 on each of the last four items (Jordan on freeze because she feels insecure not having a partner, Jeff on silver, me on mystery, you on HoH, but also since that is kinda lame, I would work with you to get the HoH if it is possible)
Lydia: Yeah that works out for me. I really want to win HoH at some point and you three will be for sure safe. But I completely agree with that as long as we are all on the same boat.
Roddy: alright. And I will also promise you obviously that if my mystery box intereferes with nominations I will not use it.
Lydia: Oh ok lol, i trust you. I think me and you have the same thought process on who we both want out and who we want to stay.
Lydia: So Jeff is cool with that plan? I hope Jordan and him can put aside their differences.
Roddy: yeah Jeff is cool with it
Roddy: I will explain to Jordan that yeah you dont like Jeff, but you are probably getting a free week out of this
Roddy: she is smart
Roddy: she will see it I think
Lydia: Yeah as long as you promise her safety, im sure she will agree.
Roddy: yeah, this could be so epic.
Lydia: I dont think the other four will see it. They know that I dont get along with Jeff that well, and they wont see Jeff and Jordan working together after their blowout. lol

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Roddy PM's me the next morning...

Hey! Just wanted to let you know that I was able to speak to Jordan last night, and she is a go! She is a little apprehensive, but I am pretty sure she will still follow through. Now we just gotta hope that other people do not bid 100 on our items. I think it is pretty likely that we have this though.

I respond...

Yeah I spoke to Jordan aswell. She didn't like the idea of working with Jeff but as long as you get the mystery prize, and Jeff doesn't, she would be cool with the plan. I think this will work out great!

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One thing you can expect in the Big Brother Warzone house is that any this is possible. Who would have funk that me, Roddy, Jordan and Jeff would work together in this challenge? Especially Jordan and Jeff after their huge "blowout" on the forms. Which BTW... I read that fight again and I never laughed so hard in my life. Jeff is trying to be all serious and trying to use good grammer and nice fansy words, and Jordan's responses were like "OOPS2YOU!". Love it. It was a priceless fight.

I don't trust Roddy that much because of him being aligned with Jeff but the thing is that Roddy has control if me or Jordan goes up as the replacement, and if he can promise that we don't leave this week, then I am game. I can play nice with Jeffrey the creep, hopefully Jordan can aswell.

The plan is that I go after the HoH prize [which I was going to do anyways because I want HoH. Bad.] Roddy will go after the "mystery prize" [which is good because Jeff can't get his greasy hands on it] Jeff will go after the Silver PoV [which is not that great because he cant save himself, so that works out] and Jordan will go after the "Freeze" prize which basically means she has a pass to the final 7.

We are just making sure that powers don't fall into the hands of people who don't know what the hell they are doing here, so we have somewhat of control of the next few weeks because these prizes can really affect the outcome.

[Lydia Tavera]

I <3 Jordan


Lydia: What do you think of the plan? He seems to want us safe this week plus Jeff doesnt get the mystery box. I wanted to talk to you first before we agreed on anything.
Lydia: or what has all he told you? lol
Jordan: um i dont know. he says jeff goes for the veto, he goes for mystery power and u go for hoh
Jordan: while i go for the freezer
Lydia: He told me the same.
Jordan: im just upset because ihate the idea of doing anything jeff related. jeff is a reallllly dirty player and i wouldnt put anything past him.
Jordan: it sucks.
Jordan: but ill do it.
Lydia: I know. I was like...crap that means I have to semi work with Jeff.
Lydia: But actually it was Roddy's idea
Lydia: and this way we KNOW that JEff will not get the mystery power
Lydia: Silver power of veto is nothing, it doesnt even save himself
Jordan: yeah, but he can pull something and he then controls the votes and the house
Lydia: Roddy promised me that if I get Hoh, and his power influences nomnations, he wont do anything.
Lydia: Then at final 7, me and you are still in the game. With a good chance to take out Jeff.
Lydia: Hopefully partners are out at either f7 or f6
Jordan: i dont see it as a good chance to get rid of jeff because at that point, the only people that'll be left in the game, will be his allies lol
Lydia: And us. If we get taken out this week and next week, he will def. go to the finals.
Lydia: As the numbers get down, his allies will turn on him anyways.
Jordan: i hopeeee, lol
Jordan: do u think monica or james are aligned with him?
Lydia: James maybe. I think Monica is more with Renny.
Lydia: I think he has ties with Chima. James. Roddy. and a deal with Renny.
Lydia: I think Renny will eventually go after him and Roddy has hinted that if he keeps Jeff in here any longer, he knows he cant bet him in the finals.
Lydia: I think its very important that when partners seperate, we both need to be in the game to take out Jeff
Jordan: so its scary because lets say it comes down to james and monica and james stays
Jordan: he gets the mystery task
Lydia: Roddy?
Jordan: thats a scary thought
Jordan: no james
Jordan: if he stays over monica
Lydia: oh you mean a secret mission?
Jordan: yeah lol
Lydia: i was confused for a second lol.
Lydia: I honestly think that James will win veto. Because if we ALL go for the good prizes, that leaves James and Monica to duke it out.
Lydia: So I dont think he will get a chance
Jordan: one of them is gonna win the veto, im sure of it
Lydia: yep
Jordan: my worry is.. what will jeff tell chima to go for?
Jordan: the nullify a vote?
Jordan: i think he controls her
Lydia: He does i think
Lydia: Its sad.
Lydia: I am alittle sketching about this, because i dont really trust Roddy because he is with Jeff, though i do beleive Roddy is starting to think for himself.
Lydia: And i dont trust Jeff lol
Lydia: though i bet he does want me to get HoH, so he is immune.
Lydia: I am just thinking though it makes us go straight to final 7
Jordan: yeah i know, its just... ahh. i feel like thats when ill be evicted.. at f7
Jordan: thats how i feel.
Lydia: I just hope this works out. We need HoH at final 7.
Jordan: yeah i know
Lydia: Who is Kevin with? I hope he stays around because we might need him.
Jordan: i dont know whats going on with kevin, but i definitely want him on our side because he wasnt happy that jeff brought his name into the whole fight thing
Jordan: i have a feeling though, next week.. if im frozen, kevin might be the target next week, u lets say u dont win hoh
Lydia: Ok, so maybe monica will leave this week, and hopefully james the next? Thats 3 vs 4 at final 7. Plus Roddy may turn on Jeff.
Lydia: True. I am hoping I do because Roddy told me that he would help me out
Jordan: i think that the only way roddy would turn on jeff, is if jeff is nominated post veto
Jordan: i dont see him everrrrr nominating jeff
Jordan: he probably wouldnt even backdoor him
Jordan: lol


And then Jeff bashing begins...

Jordan: jeff is so weird btw, lol
Jordan: LOL. im so cold with him
Lydia: i know. i said in week 1 [in my diary room] he reminds me of a stalker that has mulitple personalities. He gives off a weird vibe
Lydia: every conversation is awkward.
Lydia: there is seriously something wrong with him in his personal life. i just have this feeling.
Lydia: DONT TELL HIM WHERE YOU LIVE, he seems like one of those people lol
Jordan: lolol
Jordan: omg, i know
Jordan: i would never lol
Jordan: he seems like the type to find you on facebook and like
Jordan: post your pics everywhere
Jordan: he's so damn scary
Lydia: exactly, im trying to think of a creepy character in a movie or tv show
Lydia: just one of those guys that hang out in the dark and watch people hang out
Lydia: and like make voodoo dolls
Jordan: LOLOLOL
Lydia: collect stray hairs lol ok im creeping myself out cuz who knows, it could be true
Jordan: lololol jesus. i really dislike him
Lydia: yeah, i dont really think i have disliked someone this much in a game
Jordan: i neverrrrrrrrr made a public post about ANYONE in a game before either
Lydia: that says something Jeff....

[Lydia Tavera]

LOL ... NOT!

Conversation with Roddy

Lydia: Did you win your prize?
Roddy: yes I did
Lydia: I did aswell. I wonder if James got all the negative prizes lol
Roddy: lol I dont know... OK, so I dont really know what to think about this, but Jeff got the cyrogenically frozen one because he bid 1 on all the prizes apparantly
Roddy: and I dunno. I am just frusterated
Lydia: Jordan is really mad
Roddy: I figured she would be
Lydia: Why in the heck did he do that? We all agreed to go with the plan. He is final 2 for sure lol
Roddy: I know, It sucks. I am not looking forward to talking to Jordan. I really didnt think Jeff was gonna pull that move, and I legitimately meant it when I told her what I was thinking
Lydia: I dont think she is mad at you. But she told me that she wasnt suprised that Jeff did this.
Lydia: She told me before you confirmed it that Jeff probably bid $1
Lydia: and had someone else bid 100 dollars
Lydia: to cancel hers out
Roddy: I dunno, I don't understand why someone would accept that as an option. Why would you waste your chance at a prize on cancelling someone out? But at the same time it does seem really sketch. Ugh I dunno



Fucking Jeff. If he lied to Roddy about going with the plan he is a piece of shit because Roddy has been with him since Day 1. I expected him to give me and Jordan the shaft but not Roddy... unless Roddy knew about it. I dont know what to believe right now. Roddy could be lying to me aswell and if he is, I will butcher his ass. Hopefully the plan was sincere and just Jeff fucked it up. I expected it from him, but not Roddy.

I was supposed to win the HoH Bonus, which I did. Roddy was suppose to win the Mystery Prize, which he did and I will try to find out what that is. Jordan was supposed to win the Freeze Prize but Jeff had somebody bid on it aswell, and he only bid a buck and he got it aswell as the silver veto, and the nullify vote. Fucking prick, I feel so bad for Jordan because I promised her this plan will work.

And I would have thought that with James getting the "LOL" task, that I could get a break from his loud mouth. NOPE! It's like giving a retard a bell and they just keep ringing it, ringing it, and ringing it. I have seen LOL so much now that I refuse to use it now on AIM. He even made an LOL poll on the website. And I thought that Crazy James coundn't get more annoying. I also saw him naked at the Veto ceremony. Ummm, the only hot bitch in the house with tatooes is ME!