NOMINATIONS
On deciding on who I was going to nominate, I knew that three people would be safe. Jordan, for obvious reasons. Roddy, because I still need him on my side to go against Jeff later on in the game. And lastly Renny, who basically helped me get HoH this week.
So that leaves three others since Jeff is "Frozen". My goal this week is either to get James or Chima out of this house. Mostly Chima because she is a waste of fucking space and all she does is worship Jeff and do his bidding. I decided on nominating Chima and Kevin, with the hopes that if one goes off the block, James would go up.
Conversation with RennyRenny: do you know who you want gone this week?
Lydia: I was thinking Chima. Because out of everyone I never talk to her. What do you think?
Renny: to be honest
Renny: Chima has zero impact on this game
Renny: so I don't blame you
Lydia: Well i was thinking of putting her up as a pawn most likely.
Renny: who'd be the target?
Renny: or do you not want to say?
Lydia: I am actually not sure. I only know the people I promised safety to. The others I dont mind who leaves.
Renny: alright
Lydia: Its up the the voting people
Renny: fair enough
Lydia: The big target is my partner and he is frozen. LOL
Renny: lol
Lydia: But yeah nominating Chima would be easy. The second is alittle difficult.
Lydia: Im just trying to keep people safe that have my back AKA...you lol
Renny: it kind of sucks that the game fell apart
Renny: and Chiara left like she did then Jase
Lydia: Exactly
Renny: I feel like that was a HUGE mess
Renny: to strategy
Renny: then on top of that the twist
Lydia: Ummm yeah, the top people I was close to left in a ROW
Lydia: I was close to Holly...QUIT
Lydia: close to Chiara....EXPELLED
Lydia: close to Jase...QUIT
Renny: yeah I didn't talk to Holly so much
Renny: but Chiara always had my back I felt
Renny: and Jase and I were cool
Lydia: i was like how can I play a game when people i like quit?
Renny: yeah
AFTER THE VETOFUCKING JEFF AGAIN!!! Even when he is frozen he is still a pain in my ass. He doesn't even have to do the challenge because he is safe and STILL does it. So Jordan and I were working on the challenge hoping that she would get PoV but she put in an extra "HIM" in the first riddle. Then Jeff tries to sabatage my chances at winning the veto by giving me the wrong answers (which I caught on right away) and gave Kevin the right answers. Well since Jordan sent hers in wrong, Kevin got the veto.
So then Jeff goes on saying that he wants Jordan up as the replacement and I basically told him to FUCK OFF, that is in no way happening and then he goes on lying saying Kevin wants her up aswell. Which is total BS since Kevin confirmed he did not say such a thing.
This is my LAST straw with Jeff. I tried to be civil with that mother-fucker but he has proven time after time he is a peice of shit and that everything that comes out of his mouth is shit. No more nice Lydia. I am going to make this publicaly known that I HATE JEFF! He has screwed with my game sooo many times, that I have had enough of his bullshit.
HOWEVER.... I am happy about one thing that happened last night. Roddy isnt "really with Jeff anymore"
I knew this boy had a mind of his own.
Conversation with RoddyRoddy: ummmm, well between you and I, and this is ONLY between you and I (i.e. no info going to Jordan because as much as I like her I do not trust her the same way I trust you) but no I am not fully with Jeff anymore. I do not think he intends to take me to the f2, and for a long time I really did
Roddy: but I am also not willing to fuck over my game just to make a point
Lydia: I mean... like do you support what he has been doing? You just seem like an awesome person and I seriously consider you one of my good friends. It just seems like your not the type of person who is aligned with a person that plays this game.
Lydia: I know.
Lydia: This conversation is between you and me
Lydia: But yeah. He probably knows that he will loose agaisnt you. Other than maybe James you are VERY liked.
Lydia: I just wanted to get that out because I actually trust you more than Jordan (even tho I love her) and im just afraid you might go tell Jeff
Lydia: so I wanted to know where you stood.
Roddy: ok, well if you want I will tell you what my general gameplan is
Lydia: Ok. You have my word this is between you and me. I know Jordan has a mouth lol
Roddy: ok cool
Roddy: well personally I think Jeff believes I will go to the end with him, but is really planning on taking Chima. I personally think that he sees me staying around as an asset until the divisions break, because and HoH from me keeps Chima safe.
Roddy: And going into the final 10, you and Jordan were the only other people I felt I really had anything going with. Maybe Renny a little.
Roddy: But because of the twist, you are safe from Jeff, and Chima isn't gonna win shit, so I was kinda thinking of riding it out and then splitting off at either f6 or f5
Lydia: I actually was hoping you were thinking the same thing because I WAS THINKING THE EXACT THING....
Lydia: I am like he HAS TO KNOW that he cant stay with Jeff after divisions break because HE MUST know that Jeff wants to take Chima to the end so he can easily win.
Lydia: I was hoping and praying you would figure that out lol
Roddy: yeah, there has been a long period in the game where it has made sense for me to stick with him, but I think that I would be the target after Jordan then you. I just have a gut feeling.
Roddy: well, I guess, I would be the target
Lydia: Yep. His plan is to get Jordan out this week....then get you out if divisision are still up
Lydia: if they arent, he would go after me...then either you or Renny
Lydia: Then he would have an easy ride because Chima/KEvin/James will not win much.
Lydia: I was just hoping that you were "kinda" with him because I understand not fucking up your game to prove a point.
Lydia: I tried. I really did to be civil with Jeff to not f up my game and have the biggest chalelnge threat after me...
Lydia: BUT after the way he spoke to me SOOOO MANY TIMES (and he does this with girls it seems) it just made me feel like scum of the Earth if I worked with somebody like that, so i coudnt.
Lydia: I have never met someobdy like him in my years of ORG.
Lydia: Sure I met assholes...but he is a triple threat asshole.... I mean he wins alot... he thinks he is RIGHT ALL THE TIME, and he lies/bullys people, even threatens them
Lydia: He doesnt see reason to anything but his own
Lydia: You dont know HOW MANY times i tried.
Roddy: lol oh trust me I know how stubborn he is. I think there was this one confessional right near the beginning of the game where I said something like "Have I alligned myself with a tyrant?"
Lydia: I know. He sees no faults in his actions when he lies...and he lied to me atleast two times just an hour ago
Lydia: I mean he SENT me the wrong answers on purpose
Lydia: then he sends me this...
"Jeff" (11:53:45 PM): Me and kev want Jordan up
"Jeff" (11:55:15 PM): Will you do that
Roddy: lmao
Lydia: then i ask kevin two seconds later...and KEvin is like WHAT THE HELL?
Lydia: NO I DID NOT!
Roddy: what a douche
Lydia: I mean....he is such a hypocrite!
Lydia: if I did that... he would be acting like i committed the BIGGEST CRIME IN HISTORY
Lydia: and just scorn me
Lydia: That is just two example of MANY he has done to people, i mean its just ridiculous what he gets away with
Roddy: yeah he would like refuse to ever talk to you again
Roddy: Yep, because he is the "victim", poor him
Roddy: well, he has lied to me a lot recently
Roddy: I think that if James and Renny are on the block, we at least have one more week where Jordan is in the game, and hopefully we can get her through next round as well
Lydia: Thats what I am hoping. We just need ONE good moment to stike...to backdoor him or whatever when he doesnt have HoH. Its going to be risky but eventually he will let his gaurd down. Hopefully we will have time to strike.
Roddy: well that, and as much as this sucks for me to admit it (given the division twist), we can't miss an opportunity at Chima either.
Roddy: I think that if Jordan goes next week we need to bring in Renny or Kev if not both
Roddy: so the odds will at least be stacked in our favour
Roddy: but anyways, Ive gotta go to bed now
Roddy: but I will talk to you tomorrow, and know that when the time is right, we will strike
Lydia: Thank you and Im glad we talked. Our convos about this need to be hush hush.
Lydia: But im glad we are on the same page. I will talk to you tomorrow <3
Roddy: yeah for sure.
Step 1 of
OPERATION GET RID OF SATAN (JEFF):
Have Roddy turn against him at some point and come to my side.
*Lydia checks it off*
COMPLETED ;D
Step 2 is to save Jordan this week, and get rid of Chima (Jeff's Bitch)
I knew this boy had a mind of his own.
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