... Because convos are a pain in the ass to read

[Jordan Lloyd]

I will post all those boring convos in my convos thread, but i will also post some in here.. the more important snipets because let's be honest, it gets really annoying to read all that stuff without so much as an explanation about whats going on.

I had a chance to speak to Jeff, Russell, Alex, Lydia and Chiara.. none of which were very serious.
i started out liking jeff the most, but i definitely like russ the most. he is sarcastic, he's fun, he's interesting and im gonna like talking to him throughout this game, i can tell

these are the people who approached me. that was my intended plan. i didnt even add anyone. i signed on without adding anybody and just waited for them to msg me.
tomorrow i will try and reach out to some of the other people.

I really think im going to like this game. i do recognize yourdead and flakeronie, but i dont think im gonna reveal myself to them. Andii [kevin] is someone i always wanted to play in a game with, but since jason [jase] is playing, i dont want to get into it. they are obviously aligned, which is fine, but i dont want to be a 3rd wheel. i rather make my own alliances.

[Jordan Lloyd]

hehe. i wasn't nominated

jeff is my showmance, but i really want to be in a showmance with russ <3 lol. Russell is definitely my favorite person in this game. i don't know who he might have an established relationship with, but he is my #1 at the moment.
i am very excited that not only am i not nominated, but neither is chima. i didnt have a chance to speak to her as of yet, but we're on the same team and we need as many people playing in hoh as possible.
i love my team and the army <3 jeff, russ and james HOT. hehe.

so i dont know if i should reveal myself to kevin or not. we have NEVER played in a game together. i just know her because i was housecalls in 2 games she's played in and i've spoken to her before. i have no idea what kind of ally she is, but it would be interesting to play in a game together. she is awesome <333
of course im gonna have her swear on her unborn children that she wont tell jase aka yourdead aka jason ANYTHING! i like the guy, but i dont see us working together if he knows who i am i was housecalls in a game where he played in before and i bashed him in it sorry jason <3

anyways, i want to win veto. fuck hoh, i want to win veto as often as possible.

[Jordan Lloyd]

Jesus! i missed the veto competition.
I'm just gonna throw this out there, but i realllly hate competitions that are set to be on weekend nights! those are going out nights!

[Jordan Lloyd]

I spoke to Jeff just to sort of ensure the fact that he doesnt randomly turn on his hot showmance. He told me he was putting libra up and asked me to vote renny out.
well, not a problem for me. i spoke to libra and i feel comfortable with her.
i am also really glad chima wasn't replacement.

[Jordan Lloyd]

interesting:

jordolloyd (12:07:41 AM): i like libra more
Johnnypandaman22 (12:07:55 AM): blah to libra
Johnnypandaman22 (12:08:01 AM): she should be happy i dont vote her ass out
jordolloyd (12:08:07 AM): LOL
jordolloyd (12:08:15 AM): did u speak to her at all?
Johnnypandaman22 (12:08:21 AM): yeah for like 5 seconds
Johnnypandaman22 (12:08:25 AM): i liked renny way more
jordolloyd (12:08:43 AM): oh. i dont know why i liked her, but i did
jordolloyd (12:08:49 AM): so how come u didnt vote libra out then?
Johnnypandaman22 (12:09:14 AM): cause renny would target jeff
jordolloyd (12:09:45 AM): oh okay. and yeah, this is true.

[Jordan Lloyd]

what the HELLLLLL is going on, lol???
i had absolutely no idea jeff was such a weirdo. gah.. i think its time i dump him for real.
ugh. i need for russell to come back online. he is under the impression that i would just vote someone out without so much as talking with them first, which is completely untrue. i did it because i thought it was obvious she was leaving and i didn't realize there was going to be such a stink about it.

[Jordan Lloyd]

im sooo annoyed! NO ONE is online. its ridiculous. i wanted to speak to someone who was part of all the drama that apparently went down last night.
i only had a chance to speak to jase for a little bit.

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jordolloyd: hi jase! im so confuseddddd
Jase: heeey!
Jase: omg tell me about it
Jase: like
Jase: ugh idk im pissed about it lol
jordolloyd: what did he do?
Jase: like
jordolloyd: its so weird. i had no idea he was psychotic, if thats what people are getting at
Jase: jeff told me last night everyone was voting renny
Jase: so i voted her out
Jase: but then he snapped and pissed everyone off
Jase: and they switched
Jase: so now ill look stupid
Jase: being like the only person to keep libra
Jase: because i went to bed at like 12
Jase: and everyone argued late at night :-(
jordolloyd: oh my god!
jordolloyd: i also voted to evict renny
jordolloyd: right before i went out last night
jordolloyd: i voted her out. i thought it was a done deal.. so i just went ahead and voted her out
Jase: exactly
Jase: me too
jordolloyd: and renny messaged me and i pretty much blew her off and i feel bad now
Jase: at least we're in the same boat <333
Jase: saame here
Jase: like ugh i feel so screwed
jordolloyd: lol
jordolloyd: me too
jordolloyd: russell told me he voted renny out too
Jase: same here
jordolloyd: either way though, if renny stays, we're screwed... if renny goes, we're screwed
Jase: but apparently he didnt
Jase: renny is deff staying
jordolloyd: oh seriously??
Jase: yea
Jase: he told me he never officially voted
jordolloyd: ohh
Jase: so he evicted libra
jordolloyd: hmmmm
jordolloyd: this is the LAST time im voting so early
jordolloyd: and the thing is, right before jeff posted a replacement, he asked me if i would vote renny out.
jordolloyd: obviously im going to accept
Jase: same here lol
jordolloyd: i figured everyone else was as well.
Jase: like im not gonan say no to HOH
Jase: yea next time
Jase: ima be the last to vote XD
jordolloyd: exactly lol

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here's the deal.. i had NO idea that convo renny posted was real. i replied with "HOT" because i thought it was forged and fake.
then holly made that rant and since i know holly from previous games, i dont think she making this stuff up.
how is it that im the only one jeff didnt go psycho on? lol
damn.

[Jordan Lloyd]

shitttt son! i have so much to update on.

for one, i told kevin who i was, which was amazing! we never played together before, but i loveeeeeeee her. I made her swear not to tell jase and i believe she wont.
Besides for that, i have been talking with jase a lot lately and i am actually aligned with him. jeez. i NEVER would have seen that coming, but he is definitely one of my favorite people in this game.

now, all that week 1 bullshit is finally being put to rest. maybe not for renny, maybe not for holly and maybe not for the other 500 people voted to keep renny, but fuck that, it's over for me.
I've been talking to kevin, jase and roddy quite a lot lately and jase told me that jeff wanted to start an alliance of 4 of jeff - jase - jordan - kevin and i guess my friend roddy is #5.
i spent a long time talking to russell last night, telling him that i wasnt aligned with jeff, which was pretty much true. i havent spoken to him much except those 2 times and i actually really liked russ. he took me voting renny out way too hard and its ashame, but what can i do?
basically, jeff started a chat and the 5 of us got together and formed our "counter-alliance"
in the meantime, ive been speaking to roddy in IM and we decided this alliance was good because jeff is super strong and will keep us safe when he wins hohs and stuff.
also, i told both jase and kevin that although i want IN with this alliance, i dont want other people to know that there is an alliance AT ALL!

on top of that, i want to keep up my conversations with those i've had a good relationship with.. like, alex, james, lydia and russell. right now, im working on monica too.
in my dream world, the order in which people would leave would be: renny and then holly. after that, i have NO idea.

[Jordan Lloyd]

apparently, jeff has already won veto, lol.
he is a FORCE in this game and i am VERY glad i have him on my side <3

so, i was looking through the quotes and i know for a fact that i can do them , but considering jeff already gave his in and probably won, there is no point in me breaking my head with it.
i was actually hoping alex would win it because i would have loved to see holly nominated and then it wouldnt matter to me who left between her and renny.
now jeff is asking if i would evict alex and my initial reaction is to say yes because i dont want any funny business... but i dont think i will

[Jordan Lloyd]

i wish jeff would just submit his veto ceremony already so that people quit walking on their toes. i want to know what they're really thinking.
russ asked me if i rather alex stay and i said yes.
if it somehow comes out that i said that, i will just tell jeff that i knew he would tell and just in case alex stayed, i didnt want him to target me when he wasnt before.. i dont know, ill come up with something.. but to be honest, i dont think he will say anything.

[Jordan Lloyd]

ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wtf jeff?
ugh, i am SOOOO annoyed right now.
i dont want either of them to leave. i hate these nominations so much, its almost sickening.
i told alex i might be a vote for him, but i doubt he has the votes. now im off to write roddy a PM saying that i am telling alex he might have my vote, but only because i want to weed out the people who've been lying to jeff. if alex uses my names as a vote for him, those people are more likely to come to me and admit it!

alright, bed time.

[Jordan Lloyd]

BEST prize everrrrrrr, lol.
i didnt want to win hoh.. nor did i want to hit anyone and i know jeff was expecting me to.. so yay.
someone's been smiting me though, so that makes me kind of nervous.

[Jordan Lloyd]

renny winning hoh is... I HAVE NO IDEA! actually, im freaked out!

part of me thinks she will nominate jeff and jase, but another part of me thinks she will nominate me :-\ actually, im not even convinced that she will nominate jeff at all. He saved her with POV last week and who the hell knows? they could have made a deal, one of which "no one would ever suspect"
and fuckkkk, what crawled up holly's asshole to call "rigged" anyways, i feared her winning hoh, so it's okay i guess. one less person to worry about with HOHs. i just wish ciara or monica would leave soon. i hate having people around that i hardly speak to.

[Jordan Lloyd]

ugh. being nominated sucks
i've actually never been nominated this early in a game before, but when i have been nominated, i usually get evicted so im scared.
well, now that noms are done, i actually do want to speak with renny. i didnt prior because i didnt want to seem fake and transparent.

[Jordan Lloyd]

russ said he would use veto on me if he wins <3333
i wish, but i get the feeling he will just throw it so he doesnt have to make such a decision. either way, he's sweet for saying that.
i think i can count on him for a vote.
i think the only 3 votes i practically have for sure are kevin, jase and russell.
then i think i might be able to go lydia and chima and maybe james?
oh well.. hopefully this will be moot because hopefulllly i win veto tonight!