Week 2

[Al$ex Coladonato]

YAY! That was way too close but hooray for Renny staying. When I didn't get any sort of clue to a hidden power after winning veto, Renny & I were freaking out. Then she somehow found a bunch of hidden links all over the place and put some cryptogram together. I also found like 4 locked boards all over the place because we were HOPING to get the power before she left in order to save her but the passwords we had weren't working in those boards so there must be some trick to entering them. I even tried entering them backwards.

The point is though, Renny just told me she's getting a clue for being the surviving nominee so now she'll actually be able to get the power... which is also amazing for me. She deserves to have it with the amount of work she ALREADY put in and I know however she uses it will help both of us.

So happy right now. ;D

[Al$ex Coladonato]

HoH tonight!!! Renny & I made a list of all the passwords so we are ready to go. Basically Jeff's clique is not winning.

I am getting restless, I just want it to be over so I can be happy again. This WILL end well... and probably not with me winning, but that's fine.

All the ridiculous drama with Jeff last week totally saved my ass and I don't really stand out anymore. At least in my head.

[Al$ex Coladonato]

LOL omg... my last post. How the hell did this happen? Such a pack of retards. We deserve to lose.

Time to practice for veto.

[Al$ex Coladonato]

So Jeff just confirmed to me that I am going up. This is so ridiculous, I can't even believe it's happening. Even if I leave this week, I'm glad I survived last time.

How did I get thrown into the spotlight like this? LOL

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I talked to James and apparently Jeff is doing the same noms again. He told Holly she was safe and Chiara that he "didn't want to put her up" but I still think it could end up being me & Lydia. Either way, I need to win veto... again. I hate having to play the game this way but oh well.

How did I end up in this position?

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This is like... not even fun anymore. It's like a horrible nightmare or something.

I feel like I'm on death row waiting to be executed... like even if I survive this week, WATCH this happen again. That bitch is superhuman. He would be 4/4 if he didn't spell a last name wrong. WTF.

Anyway, I really hope I don't leave but it looks like it's going to be me or Renny. Holly is saying she wanted to go instead but I'm scared if Jeff replaces Renny with Holly that I would just leave and it would defeat the whole purpose. I would get Renny, Kevin, James and that's probably it in that case. I would have to bank on Holly going through with her promise and truly telling her allies to vote her out and then I'd get enough votes for sure.

Holly leaving would actually be a lot better than Renny leaving because Renny is actually trying and shares the negative spotlight with me but... I just feel better about my chances against Renny. Idk. If Renny & I were to somehow survive after Jeff won both competitions, it would actually just make him look like such an idiot.

Bleh.

As of now... I think I have James, Jordan, Kevin, Jase... I expect to have Holly & Lydia as well which would be enough. Roddy would be smart to keep me (since we're in the same clique) and I hope I would be able to sway Russell. It's going to be a close fight though...

[Al$ex Coladonato]

Soooo Russell just told me that Lydia needs to vote me out because she gave Jeff her word she'd vote me out if he didn't put her up... WTF?! He definitely was putting me & Renny up to begin with.

I have no idea why these idiots are sucking up to him. They deserve to lose honestly. She got what she wanted, she's not up... who cares about a deal with that creep?!

SO FRUSTRATING.

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I was gonna stay against Renny too but now I am pretty damn sure I'm fucked.

I have James, Renny, Kevin, Monica... and I thought I had Jase but Kevin is telling me Jase doesn't want to keep me. WTF? I wish he would stop being so damn fake then. Ugh I really don't want to leave yet. I'm gonna keep trying but I don't see this ending well.

I'm even trying to talk Roddy into keeping me because we're cliquemates but for some reason, I'm SUCH a big threat.

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Oh well, I'm definitely leaving.

I tried my hardest but like... these people are such sheep. Obviously if we didn't let Jeff win HoH this wouldn't be happening but the rest of us didn't realize doing that was allowed in the rules so... oh well. I honestly can't imagine him leaving next. Even if he doesn't win HoH, I'm pretty sure he'll win veto.

Ugh... this was seriously the most frustrating game EVER. It could have been fun but it really just was a nightmare lol.