Episode 2: The Door! It's Locked!

[Renny $marta$$]

OMG so in a vote of 7-5 I stay in the game....Kevin/Roddy/Jordan/Jeff/Chima HATRED. They're all no fun and I hope they all die in this order: Jeff > Roddy > Chima > Jordan > Kevin. You're all gross.

So after I survive the block I get a lovely message from the lovely Chelsbot and I am pumped cause I can find a secret power if I complete a task, an awkward task, that involves other players but I am so excited that Jeff didn't get a clue...and then IT HIT ME. Jeff got the same message I think, it completely explains the cybersex and how he never even after I posted admitted he was kidding to anyone in the game. HE'S ALSO IN THE BASEMENT. CRAP. I am pretty sure he had to convince me to say "Jeff I suck your dick" and it makes sense because of the chat and of course those assholes in the viewers' lounge would choose me as the target for such a thing. Like Jeff was mean but the cybersex thing came out of nowhere at around a time that would seem fitting for him to have gotten that task. So now I am assuming HOH/Nominee Survivor get clues. Now I really want to win the next HOH.

And now for the alliances....

So obviously Jeff made an alliance with Roddy/Holly/Chiara/Lydia when they were all captains and what not....I'm pretty sure they shared answers and made a deal. That's why Holly/Chiara/Lydia were upset because they weren't expecting Jeff's nominations like that. I still believe that Chiara/Lyida/Holly are aligned because Chiara pulled off this vote, she got Lydia and Holly just like that. Another alliance is Chiara/Russell....more subtle but when Jeff got mad at Chiara is when Russell turned on him and then Russell started talking about how he's "going to make Chiara make his flag" and it just seemed so random that I think they're working together. So right now Chiara is a power player.

Here is how I am feeling this game is and I may be wrong:

[Renny $marta$$]

Ugh you've got to be kidding me...so several of us misintrepreted the rules of the challenge and I thought Alex had won then started hearing people were still in and that JEFF was one of them so in a mad scramble we went crazy trying to get Jeff out of the challenge but it was too late. So once again we all have to put up with Jeff's shit and let's just face it...Jeff is going to put Alex and I up again. LAME. It's sad knowing after the shit I went through last week that I'm going to have to bring out the cougar claws and do anything and everything to stay in this house. Without taking a risk and going for this mission and hopefully getting a power I am certain that either Alex or I will be leaving the house this week because if one of us comes off Holly or someone will likely go up and have the votes to stay in this game. If I go for the mission....and somehow screw it up or can't find the power then I am pretty sure this fight will be sending me out of the house this week but I have to take a chance. Please be on tonight Jeff and Holly, it's time to dance!

[Renny $marta$$]

Well guess who wins veto.....yeah that's right it's like Big Brother: Nightmare. Jeff continues his streak of dominance in this game, he's been in either the top 1 or 2 spots in every competition here and if Alex leaves I don't know who will beat him. It's just sad...I am not expecting to stay and I'm not going to campaign like last week. My goal is to get the Holly/Jeff fight. I pmed Holly asking her to come on AIM and then when she does I invite her and Jeff into a chat and then Jeff rejects the invite and says....

"Jeff": Well I need to take off Renny I will sleep on the decision!
"Jeff": See ya
Srobertw31: I have something to say
Srobertw31: Will you just hear me out?
"Jeff": I will be back later I really need to go, I'll be back in 2 hours see ya
Srobertw31: Jeff

Like he knew what I was doing. SATAN. Then I had to say to Holly it was a mistake. SO now it's obvious if I invite her into another chat with Jeff and start a fight that something fucked up is going on. This game is draining....2 weeks in a row of being nominated and I'm hardly a threat.

[Renny $marta$$]

Dreams really do come true! Jeff saved me from the block to put up Lydia. I have to say....pretty retarded of him. All I had to do was be nice and promise to vote out Alex. LOL. Basically Jeff thinks the votes are totally there for Alex to leave this round but I am not convinced. I think should everything else go wrong and I don't get the code to the basement that we can save Alex with the votes. I had to do what I had to do to get myself off the block, and that was a whole lot of being nice to Jeff even before I knew he was HOH. So thank Jesus for Renny. Time is winding down and what I really need is for Holly to come on before it's too late to get the power this round.