... Because convos are a pain in the ass to read

[Jordan Lloyd]

personally, i think pikachu is the cutest. PIKA!

[Jordan Lloyd]

Gosh Darn it, Jeff has won AGAIN. what will it takeeeee

hehe, im trying to make it seem like he has a power anyway, so its not like he was going anywhere. Jeez... lydia should have just nominated james now he wants to use veto with the hopes that james goes up replacement. maybe if james was up to begin with, jeff might have been cocky enough NOT to use veto.
i wish he would use it on kevin lolol

[Jordan Lloyd]

i would LOL if jeff uses veto on kevin just so he gets a mission.

[Jordan Lloyd]

James: anyway, on the other side of the board
James: between u and me
James: i think roddy gave his answers to jeff
jordolloyd: realllly?
James: i think so
jordolloyd: "other side of the board" LOL
jordolloyd: but .. hm
jordolloyd: i dont know
jordolloyd: its not impossible lol
James: well i asked roddy if he gave his answers to anyone
James: and he said only a little
James: and jeff got help on the challenge
James: they used to be allies......
jordolloyd: yeah i know
James: i think theyre fooling us
jordolloyd: god. i know
jordolloyd: i wouldnt be surprised
James: yea
jordolloyd: ugh. thats why i didnt want to tell roddy anything.
jordolloyd: i thought jeff might have nominated roddy because he figured he would stay
jordolloyd: and then get a mission
James: yeah
James: well im pretty sure theyre working together again

Tell me something I haven't already thought of, lol. Did I not say how fishy Roddy is? I don't know... this could be completely untrue, but in all honesty, I have a nagging feeling they really are still working together, and unfortunately, I sometimes get the feeling Lydia is in on it too The best thing for me to do right now, is just chill out. I don't believe I am going anywhere this week. Next week's HOH, I would definitely like to win because of course I want another chance to get rid of Jeff.
Ah... it just would suck SO badly if people I thought I could trust are completely scheming against me :-\

[Jordan Lloyd]

hehe, i doubt jeff has any power. knowing him and his 'sick' self [his love for taunting people] he would have used it on kevin!

[Jordan Lloyd]

i find it hilarious how roddy thinks he is the deciding vote.
Dude.. james and i? NOT so close lolol. kevin has the votes to stay with or without my vote...
and lol, jeff is gonna waste his power [if he even really has one] on this. awesome.

[Jordan Lloyd]

That definitely was not an easy vote to cast because I hated having to vote James out, but obviously I wasn't going to evict Kevin. He has been a loyal and trustworthy ally since the very beginning. Roddy says he wants to talk it through, but yeah... it makes no difference lol. i'm not waiting.

[Jordan Lloyd]

Alright, so HOH was posted and I was super nervous because I know Jeff KILLS at these. Anyways, I was happy to see that one of the rounds meant I can basically eliminate him from ending the hoh competition early for answering it quickly.
I started the trend and let Roddy and Lydia end it.
Then, I kept my some of my answers to myself.
In round 1, #s 2 and 3 were obvious to me, so I didn't mind sharing them. Then, Kevin and I worked on them and he got Adam Jasinski and Alison Irwin for me. I got Michele.
I decided I wasn't going to share #s 1 and 5, but I definitely wanted to give SOMETHING out so that I get something in return. I gave Lydia Adam Jasinski.
For round 5, for the longest time, I thought #s 1 and 2 were Will and Howie, but I couldn't find the corresponding pic. Lydia later told me Roddy got Kevin and Jeff for that, so I looked for the pic and found it Kevin told me #3 was Chelsia and #4 was Russell.
I submitted the same word I submitted for the big hoh with the letters because it was 19 letters and they were all available. i triple checked, lol.
For round 2, i went for it first. i went to season 2 episodes, edit: find: sheila.... and then nathan. i got those pretty quickly. Lydia tells me later that the quotes are:
Lydia (12:42:29 AM): Sheila "Waste of a power! Dumb bitch!" Nathan "I want to see the Hannah Montana movie so bad!"

not sure if she did it on purpose or not, but the actual quote is "i wanna"
things like these make me think she and roddy are way closer than she is to me. it scares me.
Anyways, i submitted without telling anyone. Hopefully if it comes down to a tie, i was the quickest :-\ i was initially gonna stay up to get the flamethrower and stuff, but i decided against it.. and im SO glad i did because roddy went to bed early-ish.
If I win hoh, my noms are gonna be : Jeff and Roddy.

[Jordan Lloyd]

i am SOOOOOOO nervous!

[Jordan Lloyd]

i am always just SO close, but not close enough :-\ ridiculous.
well, im just gonna have to trust that roddy won't screw me over. this probably saves me from an impossible situation, like nominating roddy and having him and lydia pissed at me.

oh, and i guess my question has been answered about lydia and the "i want to" vs. "i wanna"
mistake i guess.

[Jordan Lloyd]

i had to do a little bit of sucking up to roddy. i mean, i kind of just get the feeling that the two nominated are gonna be kevin and jeff, but there is still the chance of a backdoor. we cannot let jeff win pov though. i do NOT want to see kevin go.

[Jordan Lloyd]

OH MY FUCKING GOD! i can't BELIEEEEEEEEVEEEEEEEEEEEEE i won veto!!! i am seriously sitting here, shocked. jaw to the floor, dontcha know
god. now i have a tough decision to make. do i save kevin, or do i leave noms as they are? i dont know what to do?! i think i should just trust lydia to evict jeff, but part of me is scared that she and roddy are aligned with jeff lol. wtf?! why am i so paranoid!!!!? ugh.

i should probably follow my instincts and not use it :-\

[Jordan Lloyd]

this is a terrible decision that i have to make right now.
if i use veto on kevin:
lydia and roddy will be pissed at me and next week, if i dont win hoh or veto, they will vote me out over kevin.
also, lydia will go up and if jeff uses power, she goes, which screws me over for next week as well because not only is jeff still around, but i am less likely to win a veto/hoh and less likely to have roddy pick me over kevin.
if i don't use the veto:
I will have roddy and lydia still wanting me around for F3. Lydia will probably still consider me for F2. If jeff uses power, kevin will go. I will be screwed either way because jeff stays, but at least i will have lydia fighting for pov right alongside me :-\ but kevin will be gone

everything is telling me that the power either never existed or is just expired at this point. In past seasons, they seemed to be expired at this point. also, i noticed in that pov with the shadows, that jeff checks the competitions as a guest and then signs onto aim and the board once he is ready to submit. So, just because it looks like he wasnt attempting, doesnt mean he threw it. i mean, he probably saw that we were hitting him with the flamethrower, which brings him down by 4 and decided he wasnt gonna be able to win it anyway. i know for a fact that there were quite a few guests on the site during both hoh and veto.
i have to hope that he no longer has a power.

[Jordan Lloyd]

I am so freakn nervous. i really want jeff to go!!!

[Jordan Lloyd]

i am so confused!?!!!

Someone I know is like watching the game and is always talking to me about it and stuff. He randomly msgs me with: congrats! when i win something or something good happens, lol. its SO weird!!?
i keep asking if he is jeff, but he keeps denying. i dont know, it all just seems so sketch.

Person: hi
shirzzz9: hey
Person: is jeff going? lol
shirzzz9: i dont know. do u know something i dont know?
Person: i heard he has a power
shirzzz9: oh, from who
Person: thats what andii says
shirzzz9: oh
shirzzz9: i dont know. he betterrrrrr go. im so nervous
Person: what if it was where he can switch votes
Person: you should split the votes :X
Person: js
shirzzz9: um because i dont know. no one is online anyway
shirzzz9: and im just nervousssssss
Person: lol
shirzzz9: i hate this game, lol.
Person: goodluck
Person: naww you love it
shirzzz9: u remind me of jeff
shirzzz9: and its pissing me off.
Person: why? :[
shirzzz9: because im scared of him
shirzzz9: he's mean
Person: no why do i remind you of him
Person: im nice!
shirzzz9: yeah, but maybe you're like a reallllly good actor
Person: i do act
Person: but i could never be an asshole to girls
Person: im like, respectful
shirzzz9: im gonna feel soooo bad if jeff really does have a power and andii goes
shirzzz9: ill be so pissed at myself
Person: split the votes
Person: soif he switches them
shirzzz9: no... roddy might be working with jeff lol
Person: it wont matter
Person: oh
Person: eeek
shirzzz9: i dont think i can trust that he will evict jeff
Person: :-(
shirzzz9: but like.. for game purposes, i was better off not using veto
Person:
shirzzz9: but, if i knew for a fact that jeff had a power, i would have used it on her regardless
shirzzz9: i just dont know if he really does....
Person: you would have used it on andii?
shirzzz9: yeah, y
Person: oh
shirzzz9: not that i want lydia to go anywhere
shirzzz9: its just sometimes u have to weigh whats more important i guess
Person: 3 girls vs 2 boys
Person: are you a final 3?
shirzzz9: it was a hard decision because lydia is better at competitions
shirzzz9: no, i dont have a final thing with anyone, lol
shirzzz9: i just like who i like.
Person:

anyways... i just find this a little odd, lol. why is he so involved?