... Because convos are a pain in the ass to read

[Jordan Lloyd]

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
bblater with a better confessional for this.

[Jordan Lloyd]

HONESTLY... this fucking sucks. kevin leaving is the worst thing im so sad!!! andii <3333 didn't deserve this and i totally lost sight of how i usually play these games. i got so caught up in all the fucking drama, got so caught up in all the craziness that i actually kept my #1 ally in serious danger thinking about the GAME the following week. i feel absolutely terrible. this isn't how i play. any other game, i wouldnt have thought about it twice and i would have used that veto in a freakn heartbeat. this was a terrible week, despite winning that veto.

and to top it off, i feel like i came in SECOND place in that because had jeff actually cared enough to participate, he would have won. ugh.
i really want hoh this week, as i do EVERY week.

[Jordan Lloyd]

Well, this could be my last week in bbwarzone
im gonna fight like HELL for pov. nothing would give me greater pleasure than to win that pov and secure my spot in F3. I'm still unsure who i would evict if i were in that situation.
on the one hand, evicting jeff eliminates a HUGE competition threat to winning the final hoh and i know he wouldnt take me if he does.
and on the other hand, evicting roddy means lydia would take me to the end for sure....
ugh, i dont know what's better for me, but what i do know is this... winning that pov would be AMAZINGGGG <333 wish me luck please

[Jordan Lloyd]

this has got to be the most amazing feeling ever!!!!!!!1
Winning 3 vetos is completely unheard of for me. I don't win competitions... i usually SUCK at them and then coming around winning this MAJOR veto makes me feel AMAZINGGGG! i can't even describe it.
I was working on the challenge quite slowly. I looked for the images and with them, i placed them on the clock. i didn't want to waste my time answering the clock and then looking for the images. i thought it would be better to answer them as i went along.
i found the images rather quickly and didn't have trouble with the clock.
i answered the questions rather quickly, but i decided i should go over each one again, just in case! and thank GOODNESS i did because i found THREE errors. originally i put jeff as the eye of the beholder veto winner and jordan [me] as the person to step on a landmine first and jeff as winning 3 hohs. it ended up being: alex, roddy, lydia. im SOOOOO proud of myself! wow. final 3 <333
next stop is winning final hoh. it's gonna be tough because i get the feeling lydia and roddy will take each other to the end, which sucks.
i have to evict jeff because jeff wouldnt take me to the end over lydia and he has a good chance at winning that final hoh. at least against lydia/roddy... even though they will most probably not take me to the end, at least i have a better chance at final hoh with these two :-\

[Jordan Lloyd]

It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.
It's official. Jeff, you have been evicted from the Big Brother Warzone house.


<3

[Jordan Lloyd]

god, this endurance hoh is such a pain in MY ass.
i can hardly stand it. i'm hoping to go on with this set till about 11:00... and then start a new one till 12.
then i can maybe try a tiny one tomorrow morning before work and when i get back home from work... and then again when i get back from from class! i really want to win part because i dont feel like doing part 2

[Jordan Lloyd]

tired going to bed in 2 minutes lol

[Jordan Lloyd]

class is cancelled yay. im gonna work on endurance till 11:59 woot.

[Jordan Lloyd]

FINITO BANDITO~

God, if i don't end up winning hoh part 1, i might kill someone... js.

[Jordan Lloyd]

YAYYYYY i won hoh part 1 <3 now i need hoh part 3 please!!!

i cant believe how many more points i had! jeez. kinda depresses me, considering i could have quit sooner lol.

[Jordan Lloyd]

i am SO nervous for Part 3, it's not even funny.
My fate solely rests in my hands and if i don't win it, i don't deserve F2 :-\ i REALLLLLY want it!

[Jordan Lloyd]

omfg Part 3 shouldn't take longer than fucking 10 minutes and Roddy can't find the time to just come online and do it?
this is so annoying because i am mostly like unavailable tomorrow night too.

[Jordan Lloyd]

i did so terrible on Part3. 5 correct? and i HATE that there were two answers that i got wrong that as soon as i chose one, i thought to myself how i should have picked the other... and i would be sitting here with 7 correct, as opposed to 5 :-\
all i can do right now is hope that roddy sucks worse than i do, but thats a lot to ask for, considering getting 5 wrong is quite a lot.

[Jordan Lloyd]

wow.. im a real dumbass.
i can't BELIEVE i guess 356000 minutes. wow. thats just... ya, lol.
i get nervous and i just DON'T think!
ugh, im so mad at myself

[Jordan Lloyd]

LOL YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
*does a little dance, backflip, jumps, runs around the house.... and calms down* OH MY FUCKING GOD. i can't believe my retarded tiebreaker answer was followed with an even more retarded tiebreaker answer by Roddy. Jesus Christ!

Roddy sent me a long PM and here is a small excerpt from it: "I really feel stupid about the tiebreaker - I calculated seconds instead of minutes"
SO DID I!!! only i decided not to put the extra 0 because the answer looked weird to me, lol.
we look like 2 morons with our tiebreaker answers, hehe.

so...what to do, WHAT TO DO?! Roddy made some good points about Lydia playing this clean game and whatnot and how the jury might like her, but to be honest, i dont think roddy played much of a dirty game either.
Personally, I feel like i deserve this more than either of them. I had to deal with Jeff head on, didn't hide in my little corner. then i wasnt perceived as a threat, so he just "kept me around" and look at that, i won 3 vetos and final hoh to ensure me sitting in the Final 2. I know Lydia was good at competitions and had a great social game, and i know Roddy was pretty good with the competitions as well, but I just feel like I had many more hurdles to overcome.
Survived eviction, dealt with an ally betraying me, one of my closest allies quit on me, had a public fight with jeff, EVICTED jeff. so, i think im just gonna take the person i felt closest to this entire game.